Antis

Someone says a joke and it's funny so I laugh
But I didn't feel it
My ex hit me up so I cried but I didn't mean it
And I think that I kinda like this not really feeling
Antis got me some type of way

I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

Now, it's been a while since I tried
To let out all the pain through bleeding
Think this is a first, a full night of me truly sleeping
Yeah, I miss the highs, but I'm scared to feel all my feelings
Antis got to go some day

I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

I'm hoping with therapy
My mind will stop hating me
I might be fine one day
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

It doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way

I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

I'm hopin' with therapy
My mind will stop hating me
I might be fine one day
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate