Lavenders

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me

After all this time
You'd think my world came caving in
But that's not right
And I'm just fine
After all this time
You'd think my heart gave away
But I'm breathing fine
And I'm alright

Overdosed on my own demons
What's the point of giving up again
Trying to fight it so I keep on breathing
Will I even make this jump

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
I'll ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders
Lavenders
Lavenders

Oblivion is so
Blissful as I hide away
What's going on
But I take too long
I act as though
The world has turned against my soul
Never think it through
I never thought it through

Overdosed on my own demons
What's the point of giving up again
Trying to fight it so I keep on breathing
Will I even make this jump

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
I'll ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders
Lavenders
Lavenders

Wasn't meant to
Stay
Try my best to
Fade away

'Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
I'll ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders
Lavenders
Lavenders