Blacked Out

(I apologise for any mistakes, feel free to correct me! Thank you!)

I'm not sure what went wrong

Or why you started fucking scarring us

If I had the chance, I don't know what I would even do

It sure as hell won't be forgiving

You made me into something I had never wanted this to happen

And I know, every little thing I said, it cut deep into you

As I black out again

You're fucking drowning like an anchor

I'm not the kid that you control, anymore

I said I'm sorry 'bout a thousand times too many

But I'll be waiting for you here

When you're ready

Pupils will dilate at the thought

"Was it my mistake?"

Subject to self obsession, stuck inside of a blacked out prison

Break, escape, she got away

And it sounds a little insane that I just wanna break his legs

I'm sorry that came up a little harsh

That's what you get from living in the dark

And you missed it all

So let this be a lesson, maybe you should have listened

As I black out again

You're fucking drowning like an anchor

I'm not the kid that you control, anymore

I said I'm sorry 'bout a thousand times too many

But I'll be waiting for you here

When you're ready

I wish that this could be different

It's so hard to open up these scars

It's so hard

To open up these, to open up these

It's so hard

I wish you forgiveness to find your way back home

(To open up these, to open up these scars)

I wish you forgiveness to find your way back home