Try Again

I thought I found love, found it in you
How could I free-fall without a clue?
You had the heart of an angel
But the head of a fool

Now I still miss you when I play guitar
On Saturday nights and running in Central Park
Sometimes I think about calling
It's getting worse without you

'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night
Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear
Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here

I'm scared of death, I'm scared of livin'
That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love

I'm scared of loss, I'm scared of fighting
That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love

But what scares me the most in the end
Is that we'll never get to try again

What if our timeline doesn't add up?
You come back to find me already in love
What if you never come back home
To the city and me?

'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night
Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear
Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here

I'm scared of death, I'm scared of livin'
That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love

I'm scared of loss, I'm scared of fighting
That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love

But what scares me the most in the end
Is that we'll never get to try again

Am I ever gonna be the right person? Is it ever gonna be the right time?
Are you ever gonna see that I'm the love of your life?
Am I ever gonna be the right person? Is it ever gonna be the right time?
Are you ever gonna see that we can take back goodbye?

I'm scared of death, I'm scared of livin'
That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love

I'm scared of loss, I'm scared of fighting
That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love

But what scares me the most in the end
Is that we'll never get to try again