Self Sabotage

Just about the time I get it right
Everything's in line, I get anxious
If it feels too good to be true
Then it probably is, I love it but I hate it
I built these walls so tall pretending I am strong
But really I'm just fragile
I wanna keep you close enough
But far enough away for me to handle
Just when I think that the monster is tame
I hear it whisper "you haven't changed"
At the end of the day there is no one to blame but me
Self sabotage
Shot of friendly fire on my way down
Self sabotage
Guess I'm always gonna be my own worst enemy
There's nothing in the water
I'm just known to make it harder
When it should be easy
If I could break the spell
I'd shake the gates of hell
I wanna change, believe me
The deeper we go, the farther I run
Don't wanna be who I've become
Self sabotage
Shot of friendly fire on my way down
Self sabotage
Guess I'm always gonna be my own worst enemy
M-m-m-m-m-m-m
M-m-m-m-m-m-m
M-m-m-m-m-m-m
Guess I'm always gonna be my own worst enemy
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Guess I'm always gonna be my own worst enemy

Self sabotage
Self sabotage
Self sabotage
Shot of friendly fire on my way down
Self sabotage
Guess I'm always gonna be my own worst enemy