fast life

Is it obvious I'm not good with attention?
I hate my face, no, I can't stand my own reflection
My imperfections make me offensive
My insecurities are not something to mess with
Can't hide it, but I'm helpless, sometimes I just can't help it
I ruin friendships left and right, oh me, oh my, I'm selfish
I'm always second-guessing, I guess I never learn
I gave her second chances, now I don't fuck with her

I have panic attacks, and I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when you be turning your back
And lately, I don't ever act right, remember that night?
You lost control, you couldn't keep up with the fast life

I don't blame you, but I can't save you
This a fast life, forget where I been last night
I'm so sorry, I left you lonely
I got a show, I can't see you in the morning
And I keep my chin down when I'm crying in the room
'Cause I don't wanna see anybody like you
And I never come through 'cause I'm always in the mood like
Even if I pulled up, treat me like a fool, I
I'm so done with the games, I might pull up a charade
Would you love me the same if I asked you to stay?
I got smoke in my lungs, it goes straight to my veins
Would you love me the same if I took all the blame?

I have panic attacks, and I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when you be turning your back
And lately, I don't ever act right, remember that night?
You lost control, you couldn't keep up with the fast life

I have panic attacks, and I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when you be turning your back
And lately, I don't ever act right, remember that night?
You lost control, you couldn't keep up with the fast life