Hypocrite

I'm a hypocrite
I'm a piece of shit
But I never meant to hurt you
Not one bit
And I hate that I make you feel like this

I miss your smile, I used to see it
You say I make you happy, but I don't believe it
It's clear that I don't
It's not hard to tell, I can see it

It seems like I always mess something up
That's just the truth, let's not dress this thing up
I'm sure you think I'm crazy
And I think I think too much

I'm still depressed, I'll still drown in self doubt
Some things never change, I've gotta figure it out
I don't know what to do
But this isn't what love is about

I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
I never meant to make you mad
I never meant to make you cry

I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
I never meant to make you mad
I never meant to make you cry

The second verse is always harder to write
Now I have trouble sleeping at night
Nothing ever seems to ease my mind
(Ease my mind)

Now things are different, the passion is gone
It seems like we barely get along
Tell me what happened
What have we become? (We become)

I mostly feel like I'm a waste of your time
I used to think had you, I was yours, you were mine
But now I wonder if I ever cross your mind (cross your mind)

I feel like you're slowly slipping away
I try to hold on try to think of something to say
I don't really know if we're okay
(We're okay)

I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
I never meant to make you mad
I never meant to make you cry

I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
I never meant to make you mad
I never meant to make you cry