I Wouldn’t Love Me

I've been off of the meds
I've been fucked in the head
One foot off the ledge but I never jump
I've been floating with pain
I've been cursing my brain
Oh, I circle the drain but you never run
Oh I'm broken, I'm a fuckin' liability
I've got issues baby, no it isn't news to me
So I'll be getting my heart ready for the day you leave
You don't even have to say it 'cause

I know, baby, you all know that I'm a shitshow
And you'd be better off just being alone
So I don't blame you if you want to go
Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me
(Cause I wouldn't blame you)
(Cause I wouldn't blame you)

I'm the cracks in the paint
You're the color that stays on
The time that you waste and I don't know why
'Cause you're too good for that
You're the much better half
So how long can it last till you change your mind

Oh I'm broken, I'm a fuckin' liability
I've got issues baby, no, it isn't news to me
So I'll be getting my heart ready for the day you leave
You don't even have to say it 'cause

I know, baby, yeah I know that I'm a shit show
And you'd be better off just being alone
So I don't blame you if you wanna go
'Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me
(Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)
(Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)

You don't even have to say it
Cause I know
Baby, yeah I know that I'm a shit show
And you'd be better off just being alone
So I don't blame you if you wanna go
Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me