i wish

No one before
Had seen me naked like you did
Playing it all out on your floor
I gave you more than just my skin

I gave my skin, my bones
My beating heart
You gave your mad, your sad
And all your scars
I fixed you up
And you pulled me apart
I wish you weren't
The way you are

I guess I wish that you loved me
The way that I loved you
The way that I wanted
I wish that you
Didn't just use me to take up the space
And then throw me away like an object

Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store
I wish I was worth morе, wish it would hurt less
I guess if I had one wish to sparе
I'd wish that I didn't care, care
Care, care, care, care, care
Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care)
Care, care, care, care, care
Care, care, care

I gave you everything you wanted
And you took it from me
And empty-handed, I was useless
You used that against me
Now I'm speeding down the interstate
And I'm crying hard to Ethel Cain
And I pray, and pray that better days
But today, all day

I guess I wish that you loved me
The way that I loved you
The way that I wanted
I wish that you
Didn't just use me to take up the space
And then throw me away like an object

Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store
I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less
I guess if I had one wish to spare
I'd wish that I didn't care, care
Care, care, care, care, care (I wish that I didn't care)
Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't)
Care, care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care)
Care, care, care

I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me
Everything you wanted and you took it from me
Gave you everything you wanted
I just wanted to be wanted
I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me
Everything you wanted and you took it from me

But if I had one wish to spare
I'd wish that I didn't care, care