State of Disrepair

Oh my savior, oh my God
Am I looking at the moon or at the stars?
Chasing echoes, am I lost?
Going crazy from the whispers in the dark

Why I've had these voices?
They always say the same thing

If I see the sun again
Would I even recognize the one I've become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can't bear
I'm afraid I wouldn't make it if I wasn't in a state of disrepair

I'm a failure, I'm a fraud
Caught in catch and if it fell out of the clouds
Am I worthless? Am I wrong?
Have I steered myself in circles all along?

Why I've had these voices?
They always say the same thing

If I see the sun again
Would I even recognize the one I've become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can't bear
I'm afraid I wouldn't make it if I wasn't in a state of disrepair

Oh my savior, oh my God
Can you help me draw a line between the stars?
I'm a failure, I'm a fraud
Couldn't find my way drifting through the fog
Am I worthless? Am I wrong?
Have I steered myself in circles all along?

If I see the sun again
Would I even recognize the one I've become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can't bear
I'm afraid I wouldn't make it if I wasn't in a state of disrepair