Tears

[Intro: Scru Face Jean]

You left me tired and lonely

And I can't believe I'm still waiting around

I don't wanna cry but you know me so well

I just wanna hold back, but tears, they keep coming

Look

[Verse 1: Scru Face Jean]

I just be like, "Fuck it, then"

Cryin' bullets, need to clip this F&N

I'm feelin' stuck again when I thinkin' 'bout where the [ratchet?] been

When I witness Jehovah, he told us ain't no love again

Yeah, it sounded cold, but at least we knew what we up against

'Cause [?]'s in the grave now, Josh in the grave now

Big Carl passed, I hold his lady and his baby down

Crazy how poppa was a rollin' stone, I hated how

Relationship's a little complicated now, amazing how

As a kid, I told hеr put the weight on my shoulders

And undеrstand it was the weight of Jehovah

Paranoid, I'm in a spiral 'cause I don't know if I'm this kid's idol or rival

But if it's for my survival, we goin' viral

It's a bummer 'cause momma ain't gettin' no fuckin' younger

So I'm startin' to cherish each and every summer, boy, I love her

Got a son now, he one now, well, really almost two

Damn how fast time flies when it ain't all about you

Ain't it true if your message is your own effort [?]

Then it's cool, learn my lesson 'cause life is better than school

Not a capper, but if beta niggas start up in this screw

Then they'll catch four shells like they just stepped in the ooze

I stepped in the booth, just know that every second's the truth

Don't get it? It's cool, just know that my blood and my sweat's the proof

The jealousy's new, cool when niggas was stressin' with you

Then weapons is drew 'cause think they blessings was left with you

[Verse 2: Mick Jenkins]

We don't be on much

I be off this ice water hash, black Chevelle with the neon guts

Black Chanel, she wanna cop it herself, this shit beyond lust

Stainless steel, boy, we beyond rust

I'm thinkin' cash when I'm talkin' the wealth

The glass always half-full or it can't be my cup

The grass always look greener, nigga, be my guest

Lowkey with it, we Loch Ness

A stretch 'fore he be on [EBlock?] less

We did the sauna for a detox

Then I did the scrub with the Himalayan sea salts

Felt like a hater, [?] nigga smell like a winner and crushed linen

Nigga feel like a player

Had Tommy Johns, never felt like a pitcher

I just been throwin' tomatoes

Waffle ironed out, I leggo my Eggo

They got me starin' at a circle of squares

Niggas tryna tell me I ain't in shape

I try angles, prolly never view theirs

Not that obtuse, we sit at ninety degrees, man

Every line is perpendicular here

Shorty got vehicular fears

A nigga drivin', sick in his sixth sense when I'm in the fifth gear

A pick six if a Mary get hailed

I'm goin' deep, chips on shoulders rarely get stale

I'm gon' eat, niggas oppose us to no avail

That's on me, that's on me

[Chorus: Scru Face Jean]

I done held back so many tears, feel like so many years

And it feels like today they gon' fall

I don't think that nobody here really knows how I feel

So today I'll be tellin' it all

Oh no, I can't erase the things that I've seen

I just pray that karma has mercy on me

I done held back so many tears, feel like so many years

And it feels like today they gon' fall