Everafter

Looking back on the way I spent every second passed

As they came and went

I feel like a stranger in my own skin

Just a passenger to my own extinction

A bright future or a colorful past

Every shade fades gray with a dying gasp

And all in all it's all the same view from the grave

Am I a prisoner of my indecision or just another casualty of reality?

Should I give it my best or should I just give it a rest?

I've made mistakes along the way

With every breath I take but

Lately they've been making mе

Feel like the worst mistake and I

I know I sound likе a broken record

But my mind isn't getting any better

I'll fake a smile while I'll say

Everything's a-okay

Some days, I feel like I can finally breathe

Other days, life just gets the best of me

Now my heart is on my sleeve and my cards are on the table

And I'm starting to believe the place inside my head is far from stable

Am I a prisoner of my indecision or just another casualty of reality?

Should I give it my best or should I just give it a rest?

I've made mistakes along the way

With every breath I take but

Lately they've been making me

Feel like the worst mistake and I

I know I sound like a broken record

But my mind isn't getting any better

I'll fake a smile while I'll say

Everything's a-okay, I'm great today

But behind this charade

My thoughts, they wander

And I'm left here to wonder...

Will I ever be happy?

Will I ever be happy?

Will I ever be happy?

Will I ever be happy?

Will it ever be enough for me to finally be happy?

Will it ever be enough for me to finally be happy?

Will it ever be enough?

Will I ever be enough?

Will I ever be happy?

Will I ever be happy?

Will I ever be happy?

Will I ever be happy?

(Will I ever be happy?)

Maybe happiness is just some sort of temporary rush

Between a steady stream of pain we can't escape

Maybe happiness is just some sort of temporary rush

Between a steady stream of pain we can't escape

Happiness is fleeting but still we search for meaning

We wanna think we matter but we'll never get an answer

Happiness is fleeting but still we search for meaning

We wanna think we matter but we'll never get an answer

Happiness is fleeting but still we search for meaning

We wanna think we matter but we'll never get an answer

Happiness is fleeting but still we search for meaning

We wanna think we matter but we'll never get an answer

Happiness is fleeting but still we search for meaning

We wanna think we matter...