Ghosts

I feel it in the air, It's creeping up the stairs
To catch me in my sleep, when I am unprepared
There's something inside my room, soaking every wall
The ceiling used to be solid, not anymore
It wants me to give in, but where do I begin?
All my ghosts leave me haunted and they're not gone yet
Let me go, I can feel it, I am haunted
This is not my home, this is a fucking nightmare
This is not my home, this is nothing but despair
If I get their attention, my death might bring redemption
And the best of prevention, is to give this an ending
All my ghosts leave me haunted and they're not gone yet
Let me go, I can feel it, I am haunted
(Even my soul left me alone)
(I held myself against this, although I can't make it)
You can't offer me help, the one I need to break
Is myself
Something's crawling in my mind, hallucinations- justified
A taste of blood I can't deny, a tumor deep inside
All my ghosts leave me haunted and they're not gone yet
Let me go, I can feel it, I am haunted
This is not my home, this is a fucking nightmare
This is not my home, this is nothing but despair