Hold My Finger

Hold my finger!
I do want to be with you,
Just understand it's not right now...
Don't want to' fuck right now,
I'm chillin' with ya'.
Can we not just lye here and make love spiritually?
All Alone, with you,
Your eyes I'm looking through,
When I wake up I promise,
I'll be with you, Girl!
Then I'll give you all of my attention.
Damn right then I'll have my morning erection.
I'll give you some lovin'!
Jump!
Sometimes I like to do whatever your into,
Building  this perfect moment.
But as we lie here my mind slips away!
I'm so ashamed of myself to do this to ya',
Its all I'm good for now chick please forgive me.
It ain't no joke,
My stoner loving finger hold.
Goodbye to the negative vibes!
Can we not chill go to sleep with my arms around you?
But then you scream and your right I should be there for you!
So now I try, checking my pulse to make sure I'm alive,
Sorry chick I can't get in,
That mood now!
Listen chick I can hardly function,
My mind says chill and don't need that affection.
Sorry but I don't want to...
As I walk,
I think to hard,
Cannot grip,
Just what went wrong.
So if I let this out,
Could I float again?
Just want to fly so far away again...
As I fly,
I try to get out of these negative vibes!
I'm so bored!
As I float by...
What is my destiny am I somewhere  I shouldn't be?!
I feel alone,
But when I'm with you its alright,
But when I'm without you I'm so...
I feel that...
Feel close to you.
You couldn't understand why...
But you want puppy loving and 5 orgasms til' the night is through,
But it won't happen!
'cause' I can't explain this with you...
OK, its up now we fuck I'll go put on a johnny!
Open the pack then its back flopping before me.
Mind starts to hurt, you scream,
And talk to me like dirt I wish I could know exactly...
What I mean!
I'm so fucked right now I'd not last anyway!
You'd think I suck and never see me again!
Just chill out chick, chill out see what I see!