Now That I Woke Up

[Verse 1: Jahred Gomes]

Bloodshed, it’s churning

It’s burning a hole in this empty purpose

Answer me arson, have you come to burn me down?

Down and I’m feeling like a black sheep

Cast away staring at it with a blank face

Asphyxiation at its finest, let the hate breathe

Run up and I’ll show you where the gods sing

[Chorus: Jahred Gomes]

I can’t help myself I can’t help it

Nobody’s safe please be afraid

My misery is so lonely

So lonely someone’s got to pay

I can’t help myself I can’t help it

Nobody’s safe please be afraid

My misery is so lonely

So lonely pray for your last day

[Verse 2: Novls & Stray]

Have we fallen to a new type of low

To raise up white flags at the start of the show

Confess my sins so these wounds will grow

Glass house white owl with the blood shot soul

I hate the way you make me feel

The constant second guessing

Pacing back and forth facing retaliation in my reflection

So now I’m smashing all the fucking mirrors here within my summit

So now we both dig bury and plummet

[Chorus: Jahred Gomes]

I can’t help myself I can’t help it

Nobody’s safe please be afraid

My misery is so lonely

So lonely someone’s got to pay

I can’t help myself I can’t help it

Nobody’s safe please be afraid

My misery is so lonely

So lonely pray for your last day

[Bridge: Stray]

Pray for me if you gotta

Oil drum leaks adding fuel to my problems

Passive comments left me nauseous

Pale face sunken eyes only exist here in my surroundings

And I never been a fan of this doubt

Not enough broken glass laid out

To clean the scars out your fucking mouth

These thoughts they run wild

And I can’t keep paying the fee

And I never asked for this seat

So why the fuck you asking me

Just wake up and break free

Decide if you hate me

[Chorus: Jahred Gomes]

I can’t help myself I can’t help it

Nobody’s safe please be afraid

My misery is so lonely

So lonely someone’s got to pay

I can’t help myself I can’t help it

Nobody’s safe please be afraid

My misery is so lonely

So lonely pray for your last day

[Outro: Novls]

Only thing on my mind is obliterate

Can't seem to keep my anger at bay

Motherfucker better pray for your last day

Pray for your last day