Heavier

[Verse 1]

No doubt I've done this to myself

The more you know, the more you know

And I just can't quit it if you couldn't tell

I've seen it all, I've seen it all

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Pre-Chorus]

Am I a fake? Am I a fraud?

And is it worth losing you for?

Another pain I can't ignore

Another morning on the floor

I take the blame, I wanna change

But I can't settle the score

Now I'm a slave to better days

And I'm not willing anymore

I had a dream that I was drowning everyone I've ever loved

[Chorus]

I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul

I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Verse 2]

Cold water running down my face

Just let it go, just let it go

But there is no mending what I can't replace

I should've known, I should've known

[Pre-Chorus]

Am I a fake? Am I a fraud?

And am I worth losing you for?

Now I'm gutted to the core

Like I've never been before

[Chorus]

I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul

I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Bridge]

Now it's sinking in

Thick skin is wearing thin

Out of my mind

And it won't come as any surprise

And I've paid for it this time

[Chorus]

I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul

I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Outro]

I'm feeling, I'm feeling

I'm feeling heavier

I'm feeling, I'm feeling

I'm feeling heavier