Nothing Really Changes

New tomorrow, old surprises, wake up slowly hypnotized
By all the voices I'm inviting, I can't tell which one's lying
Believe me when I say to you, I'm pulling through
But it might take a while

Down the road, one headlight blind
I reach right over by my side and crossed over the broken line
Between the heart and the mind
Of all the roads we had to travel fast upon
I sometimes wish that wasn't one

They say nothing really changes
Time just rearranges, oh
I guess this life is just a game
And I'm just realizing it now

I hope to grow as old as mine
In a homemade home, in a homemade time
With a homemade lover in my bed
A homemade hand to hold my head

I don't wanna go to sleep tonight
I feel like staying up late instead
I wake up slowly, word by word
A silent prayer, a wounded bird
A nurse's wing across my breast
To an albatross around my neck
Of every thought that passes through
I'm glad for now it's you that I've been thinking of

They say nothing really changes
Time just rearranges, oh
I guess this life is just a game
And I'm just realizing it now

I bet, the current underwater won't drag me any further down
But just for show
Reel me back in slowly
I'm hanging from a thread right now