certain light

Goddamn
Can't get out of my head
I went on a date but
Nothing really happened
Couldn't help but think bout
If the certain lighting
Looked like when you found me
Or what we said goodbye in (Fuck that)
I know it's not why you left it
Said you didn't mean it
Wish you never said it
Thought that after 2 years
You couldn't take it back if
You thought I was perfect
What happened to that?
Guess it was only
Certain light
That you felt alright with me
And now I'm just trying
To look in the mirror and figure out
What I look like and
Certain light
Never would've
Changed my mind
Cause you shined in my eyes
Now I'm craving attention from people I don't like
Let you watch me as I got dressed
Feeling good in your gaze
Guess I never clocked this
Now we're on the couch
And you're in another spiral
Bout if you even want me
Or if you're in denial
Or if it's only
Certain light
That you feel alright with me then
Why not lie?
And just end it without being mean in the meantime
And certain light
Never should have changed your mind
Cause this is real life
You're gonna keep finding reasons till the day that you realize