Run Away

I'm still scared
Afraid of failing
Anticipating the ride to end
Before the wheels begin to move

(Run away) So I can hide
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing
(Run away) I'm dead inside
(Run away) Why don't I care?

Waste my time commiserating
Self medicating
It's my design
Although I know you don't approve

(Run away) So I can hide
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing
(Run away) I'm dead inside
(Run away) Why don't I care?

The truth is that I'm not so good
At showing how I feel
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal
Or knowing how to love
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above
All my insecurities?

(Run away) So I can hide
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing
(Run away) I'm dead inside
(Run away) Why don't I care?

(Run away) I fight the tide
(Run away) The ebb and flow consume me
(Run away) Still by my side
(Run away) Why should you care?