Shivers

There's a storm brewing
Deep inside of me
But I just can't do it
I can't ask that girl to leave
So I drag her through the mud and then I drag it out for months
Until I see what I'm doing
I'm killing what cares for me, mm

I broke the heart of the only girl that felt like home
I didn't wanna leave, but I had to go
I cried when I did it, died a little inside
Tried everything tryna change my mind
But nope, only shivers in the spine and cold
That anger shone white as snow
In your voice when we spoke that night
Knowing it might have been the final time, the final time
Oh, the final time

There's an undoing
Of everything I am
But I just can't do it
I can't make her understand
So I drag it out for months
Until I finally sober up
And I see what I'm doing
I'm ruining all her plans

I broke the heart of the only girl that felt like home
I didn't wanna leave, but I had to go
I cried when I did it, died a little inside
Tried everything tryna change my mind
But nope, only shivers in the spine and cold
That anger shone white as snow
In your voice when we spoke that night
Knowing it might have been the final time, the final time
Oh, the final time

I broke the heart of the only girl that felt like home
I didn't wanna leave, but I had to go
I cried when I did it, died a little inside
Tried everything tryna change my mind
But nope, only shivers in the spine and cold
That anger shone white as snow
In your voice when we spoke that night
Knowing it might have been the final time, the final time
Oh, the final time