Blue Study (Demo)

[Verse 1]

Somewhere between my tongue and cheek

I can feel the hands on me

Pulls me in so we are face to face

I don't wanna see it, I don't wanna see

Hold my head up, can't avert my eyes

Spots and rats on me, I don't wanna see

Claw the ground up, get me out of this

Never wanted this, never needed this

[Chorus]

And you left me and I left you

And you left me and I left you too

[Verse 2]

Chair is stained and I can't stay awake

Bring forth evidence to keep me sane

I can't help but keep this thing inside

Seven ways to keep my secrets tied

Can't believe this, I belong in chains

Separated, it was me and something else

Now I'm numbing, get me out of this

Never wanted this, never needed this

[Chorus]

And you left me and I left you

And you left me, oh and then I left you

And you left me and I left you

And you left me and I left you too

[Verse 3]

Arms length out, giving thanks to pain

Spotlight looking down, I'm ashamed

Kneeling with my forehead to the ground

I can't help but flinch before I'm found

I don't need you! Everything is wrong

Doesn't matter now, doesn't matter anymore

Maybe made me, get me out of this

Never wanted this, never needed this

[Chorus]

And you left me and I left you

And you left me and then I left you

And you left me and I left you

And you left me and I left you too

[Outro]

Safe! I just wanna be safe

Safe! I just wanna be safe

Safe! Don't you want to be safe?

Safe! Why can't you let me be safe?