Wash

Ten bucks says that you think about her
More than she thinks about you
She has no idea what you're thinking about
Or what you've been going through
And you can memorize patterns of rugs
From staring at the floor but avoiding eye contact
Doesn't work much anymore
(It doesn't work much anymore)

So I'll wash
The cigarette smoke out of my clothes
They smell like
Your car did six months ago, back when
You picked up a pack
Because you thought that they made you look cool
(But they don't, no they'd don't)

And I hope you don't think it's wrong
To replace mine with his name across your tongue
With casual sin and smoke in your lungs
Just another boy that life did him wrong
And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
Is this letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means

So I'll wash
The smell of your perfume out of my skin
I've got all of these, these thoughts and these words
But I don't have anywhere to begin
So I'll start with this-- you're a blade to my neck
I can't handle these words
I can't handle regret
Can't handle this right now, and I'm sorry

I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means

And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means

And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
(Ten bucks says)
Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
(That you think about her more than she thinks about you)
And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means

And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
(Ten bucks says)
Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
(That you think about her more than she thinks about you)
And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means

And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
(Ten bucks says)
Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
(That you think about her more than she thinks about you)
And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means