medication and decay

I waved at an old man on the street today

But he was too senile to notice me

I see him moving quickly along

I guess he won't be here very long

It makes me feel strange

I don't feel bad for him at his end of days

And I wish to be in his place

No uncertainty, just medication and decay

Medication and decay

And there's a new face to replace him

And he didn't leave them with much

Some people just take the whole cut

And you're fucked if you wait in his club

Yеah, someone is taking my lunch

And my whole fucking lifе is a rut

I wake up and life sucks

I lie to myself, say that it will be okay

Get high by myself and feel afraid

Try to kill myself, but I fucking can't

It's not like I'm weak or anything, okay?

It's everything, it's crushing me

And out of everything, there's not much for me

Life is absurd, don't make it worse

I don't wanna saved (And I)

I don't wanna be brave (I don't wanna be brave, brave)

(Take my days, ta-)

Fade away, fade away

You don't care about me anyways