Stop the Rain

Hello rainy day
TABLO
RM
I'm all in with a losing hand
Teachers called me Rebel
Parents called me Lost
Pastors called me Devil
Had me kneelin' at the cross
Since I was a young'un
I was called names and bossed around
Back to the wall so long
Call me pain's poster child
Religious home, times were different
They told me I was gifted
But to unwrap my mind was wicked
I was raised by guilt
Raised by shame
Raised by the rod
Bloody calves sacrificed in the name of their God
They claimed it was love
Felt like heartbreak to me
Later they'd say,
"Baby all your scars are to teach
and remind you, you can soar higher."
What good's a bird's eye view when you're in a hunter's crossfire?
Sometimes I wished I got crushed in the womb
Turned to dust in the womb
My scent of youth, an ungodly perfume
No wonder I've always hated the adults in the room
The rain
The rain will fall
And tomorrow may not come
But maybe the tears will fall
To wash the pain away
I'm tryna stop the rain
I know what it feel like
Can't run away from the pain
I feel like I'm goin insane
Bad thoughts fillin' up my brain
Demons swimmin' inside my veins
Two seconds from fallin' into nothing
Can't run away from the pain
I'm tryna stop the rain
When I was a kid
I was convinced that I was destined for the 27 club
I'm 29 sinkin' in the bathtub
Sippin' gin, lookin' for another club
All the lost was a lust
Dust into dust
Stray after stable
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And every night, I put my shadows on
But you know how much I hate my status quo
"Be positive."
I know
But you gotta know my life is out of love
All the lessons learned already, comin' out of trust
Keep my mind steady but it's hard to readjust
Nothing stops time but the clock will turn to rust
Pain and rain, they still stay the same
Got me lookin for the exit just to entertain
Pain and rain, think I'm goin' insane
Gotta turn off my phone tonight
Can't run away from the pain
I feel like I'm goin insane
Bad thoughts fillin' up my brain
Demons swimmin' inside my veins
Two seconds from fallin' into nothin'
Can't run away from the pain
I'm tryna stop the rain
I'm tryna stop the rain
I'm tryna stop the rain