The Voices Are Me

Stay at home

No one will see your mistakes

Don't message first

I'm pretty sure they don't want to talk to you anyway

Something is wrong

When everything's right

Ghosts of my past keep me up at night

Wanna be more than I am

And I'm scared that I can

But it's me who's doubting me

And there is a weight

Pushing me down

Telling me no

Saying I'm not good enough to be

I'm not good enough to be

And what if I break

When no ones around?

Something's telling me go

The voices make it hard to breathe

Oh, and the worst part?

All of the voices are me

The voices are me

The mirror lies

When I see a smile on my face

How come when I run, does my body move

But my mind always stays in the same damn place?

Everyone's gone

No one said goodbye

Ghosts of my past are the ghosts of tonight

What if I am all that I'll be

And there's no more to see?

Is there much use believing in me?

If there is a weight

Pushing me down

Telling me no

Saying I'm not good enough to be

Oh, I'm not good enough to be

What if I break

And no ones around?

Something's telling me go

Those voices make it hard to breathe

Oh, and the worst part?

All of

Architectural perfection

In the category protection

'Cause I don't want you to see in my mind

The walls that I build might have been built too high

Or am I blind?

How can you cry when you're physically fine

And no one can see how far it is you're falling behind?

And there is a weight

Pushing me down

Telling me no

Saying I'm not good enough to be

Oh, I'm not good enough to be

And what if I break

And no ones around?

They're telling me no

Oh, they make it hard to breathe

The voices

I wish there was a way

To find a way out

I guess for now I'm just finding my feet

I just wish these voices

Didn't start with me