Self Confessions

I have some self confessions
I've been hiding for a while
I'm done with self obsessing and running in circles for miles

Always a little uneasy
Nothing is ever quite enough
Trying to find a release
But I keep tripping up

I tried to find an escape
But the rain keeps following me
Future's a blur
Nothings confirmed
I never seem to learn

Losing my mind
Just trying to stay sane
Wasting my time
Just trying to change
Turn me inside out
I'll fall down
It's me against myself
Done telling lies
These are my self confessions

I keep on asking what's next?
The words echo through my head
Always so many questions
They never let me rest
Should I try harder or should I try less?
Why are there so many rules that I miss?
So much disorder am I just a mess or what
Am I just a mess or what

Losing my mind
Just trying to stay sane
wasting my time
Just trying to change
Turn me inside out
I'll fall down
It's me against myself
Done telling lies
These are my self confessions

My personality is starting to exhaust me
I rely on make believe to subsidise my worry
Never know what I want
Everything is blurry
I just can't slow down (no)

Losing my mind
Just trying to stay sane
wasting my time
Just trying to change
Turn me inside out
I'll fall down
It's me against myself
Done telling lies
These are my self confessions