Shapeshifting

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothin' in my bones
Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
I've been comin' home alone
Dyin' fast and livin' low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

I don't think that I can do this anymore
Lyin' awake another night here on the bathroom floor
This isn't what I wanted, or is it everythin'
I just wanna make sense of it all
Can't swim when I'm sinkin'

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
I've been comin' home alone
Dyin' fast and livin' low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep
Shapeshiftin'

Shakin' hands with everythin' that's hauntin' me
How can I stand when I don't trust my own two feet
Yeah, this isn't what I wanted or is it everythin'
I just need to make sense of it all

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
I've been comin' home alone
Dyin' fast and livin' low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

If I fade away
Will they miss me?
They call my name
But it's too late

Am I supposed to know
I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
Been puttin' on a show
Shapeshiftin'
Shapeshiftin'

Shapeshiftin'
I feel nothin' in my bones
Shapeshiftin'
Can't swim when I'm sinkin'

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
I've been comin' home alone
Dyin' fast and livin' low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

If I fade away
Will they miss me?
They call my name
But it's too late

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothin' in my bones
Been puttin' on a show
Shapeshiftin'
Shapeshiftin'