Masque

Don't think you fucking know me

You will never feel the way I do!

You're so fucking ignorant, clueless

This pain sinks way deeper than you could ever fucking know

I guess I better throw it on!

Can't stand the feel of my skin

If no-one sees me no-one opens up the door to let me in

And that's the way that I would like it to stay

No fucking conversation, please fuck off and leave me to my slow decay

Cause I don't want to feel like you, like you don't wanna feel like me

Wasting my energy to tell you all I'm A-OK

Why even bother though when no-onе even gives a shit?

Show my teeth, livе with it? Wear the mask, fuck that shit!

I feel so damn vulnerable wish that I could fake

Fake this shit like the rest of you fucks!

Wish I could make you feel a fraction of the pain I feel

Neurotically damaged

I don't know who I am hiding from anymore

Is it me? Is it you? Man I don't fucking know

All I know, one day I think I'll take this way too far

Say fuck em all, grab some shit and mow them all down

I can't help it

I need help to process all this trauma that I spit out

Always looking for a cop out like it isn't fucking my fault

Tell me where to point the finger laugh it off like it's a joke

But it's me the fucking joke

But it's me the fucking joke!

Help me! Help me!

Help me to decipher this encrypted sick neurology

Help me to get out of me!

I'm done pretending my life is worth living

Say things

Regret them

Rinse and repeat

Shit!

I don't know who I am hiding from anymore

Is it me? Is it you? Man, I don't fucking know

All I know

One day I'm going to take this way too far

Fuck 'em all, fuck 'em all, fuck 'em all!

I don't know who I am hiding from anymore

It's myself, it's myself, looking at my life from down below

Pick up the pieces from this filthy floor

Guess I'm back, guess I'm back, back where I belong

Mask off