Dead to Me

[Verse 1]

Are you still there? Can you hear me?

Is this everything you thought that it would be?

Or was it all just a game? Don't lie

I'm seein' signs

Of the cold lies in ya eyes

You need a new car?

You need a Louie Bag? (Uh)

Stop crying baby girl, why you doin' that?

And if I had one wish

It'd be this (Uh)

Our very own planet

With a bed 'n some Netflix (Uh)

I need a new fix, (Uh) don't need a new bitch (No)

Hope is gone, none of this ever meant shit (Uh)

And now my lips stay trembling

I knew I shoulda called that ambulance

'Cause now you're gone (Uh) and he's gone too (Uh)

Baby just look what you made me do (Yuh)

I didn’t wanna do it but I told you that I would

Now you both dead in the woods

[Chorus]

Now I'm lying in a bathtub (Uh)

Eyes wet, nose bloody

Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny

But I can't

Separate my feelings like a man

Like yo man

Try and understand the death at hand (Death at hand)

Contemplatin' on a ledge tryna take the edge off

Wondering when you gonna take that mask off

I'll back off and run away

Try to head the other way

Won't you stay? Never mind

I know you'll find me, baby, take ya time

[Verse 2]

I focus on your diamond eyes (Uh)

I wish I had the time to cry (Yuh)

But my mind is full and my heart so empty

Ever since the day that you left me

And that shit's still burnin' in my brain (Yuh)

I try to fight it but became friends with the pain (Uh)

So fuck yo man and fuck you, you can't have'm

Matta fact, lemme grab my magnum

Drivin' too fast now

Too drunk, 'bout to pass out

Got the window down to flick my ash out

Pull up to the crib, real shit

Doors locked

Find a window

Cave it in

This is it

4 in the morning is when it all happened

Found you both sleepin' you were wearin' his jacket

Sweaty hands on the .45

You died with the same dead look in your eyes

[Chorus]

Now I'm lying in a bathtub (Uh)

Eyes wet, nose bloody

Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny

But I can't

Separate my feelings like a man

Like yo man

Try and understand the death at hand (Death at hand)

Contemplatin' on a ledge tryna take the edge off

Wondering when you gonna take that mask off

I'll back off and run away

Try to head the other way

Won't you stay? Never mind

I know you'll find me, baby, take ya time