Novocaine

I think I might've messed up
Last night, I talked about my past
Somehow, you make me stay stuff
That I never have
I'm in new territory
Somehow, it kinda feels like home
I stayed until the mornin'
Usually, I go
Tell me, what did you do?
I was kinda getting used to
Feelin' down bad, uptight
Stickin' to my hardline
Tell me that I'm alright
Lighten up and live a little
Ice cold, blood type
Talkin', but I'm tongue tied
Lookin' to my left, right
Now you got me in the middle
I'm in and outta my mind
Had every part of me try
Tellin' you "no way"
Thinkin' maybe my veins
Need a little Novocaine
I'm feelin' for the first time
I'm feelin' for the first time
Got good at being apathetic
Thinking with a one-track mind
I've said the word but never meant it
Now I'm thinking twice
When you touch my body
It's an out-of-body experience
Don't know how you manage
I thought all my damage was permanent
Feelin' down bad, uptight
Stickin' to my hardline
Tell me that I'm alright
Lighten up and live a little
Ice cold, blood type
Talkin', but I'm tongue tied
Lookin' to my left, right
Now you got me in the middle
I'm in and outta my mind
Had every part of me try
Tellin' you "no way"
Thinkin' maybe my veins
Need a little Novocaine
I'm feelin' for the first time
I'm feelin' for the first time
Tell me, what did you do?
I was kinda getting used to
Feelin' down bad, uptight
Stickin' to my hardline
Tell me that I'm alright
Lighten up and live a little
Ice cold, blood type
Talkin', but I'm tongue tied
Lookin' to my left, right
Now you got me in the middle
I'm in and outta my mind
Had every part of me try
Tellin' you "no way"
Thinkin' maybe my veins
Need a little Novocaine
I'm feelin' for the first time