Dying to Believe

It's such a pity I can feel you building up to
The head eruption I won't try to interrupt you
High and mighty and unlikely to learn lessons
These days I'm struggling to stand my own reflection
It always looks backwards
From the way that I imagine
Go easy
You know it isn't worth the fight
And you lose it every night you set alight
It burns me
But I'll smile through the heat
I'm dying to believe that you won't be the death of me
I'm sorry for the way that I can't hold conversations
It's such a fragile thing to try support the weight of
It's not that I don't think that my point of view is valid
It's just that I can't stand the sound of my own patterns
They always look backwards
From the way that I imagine
Go easy
You know it isn't worth the fight
And you lose it every night you set alight (oh, oh, oh, oh)
It burns me
But I'll smile through the heat
I'm dying to believe that you won't be the death of me
"The next station is Ōrākei
In the interest of safety please keep
All doorways and aisles clear of objects"
Trying (trying)
Though I know it isn't right
I'm still trying (trying)
With the tension running high
And my temp rising (rising)
Well I know it isn't right
I'm still trying
And denying (ah, ooh)
There was a way that you were weighing down on me (ah, ooh)
Six months ago so I could hardly breathe (ah, ooh)
And now I'm lighter finally, yeah
Go easy
You know it isn't worth the fight
And you lose it every night you set alight
It burns me
But I'll smile through the heat
I'm dying to believe that you won't be the death of me
"We are now arriving at Ōrākei"