Out of Order

Sometimes I- Sometimes I feel

Sometimes I feel like the flesh is eating away

Marvin Gaye soothes this young boys blues

For enemies I bruise, I'm a young typhoon

Cause you know this world gon' end soon

So I treat em like my pray, these mother fuckers saying who is hey

Out here dressing like we under paid muh fucker

Outweighed by all the darkness around my way lil sucker

Ashtray as full as a trucker

You know these western diet blood suckers we kill em all in yellow hummers

It's the new world order

I'm speaking killings all across the borders we ain't nothing but some hoarders

That's why I'm out here like I'm out of order

That's why I'm out here like I'm out of order

Man fuck these fake news reporters, I'm getting older

Wipe the dust on out my shoulder, I'm out of order

I said I'm out of order

I said I'm out of order

(Yeah, shit)

It's a cold world you can't get too deep up in it

Reminders of simpler times I'm sleeping in it

I wish for brighter days, in where we don't decay

Cause nowadays seeing the big light up in the sun rays, I could be gone today

Cause life round here never gon' never change

It's either take what I was given or pretend I got nothing to say

Won't live that way I'm tryna speak my mind more

Life really change when you shy away from closed doors

But I don't trust no one, not anymore

My patience deep under the floor, forever more

Just wanna get away, run through them borders

Motherfucker, I'm out of order

I said I'm out of order

I said I'm out of order

I said I'm out of order

I said I'm out of order

18-I'm tired, watching while the world slowly slips the point of no return

I always had big dreams, I could never sleep and grew impatient

Praying for my world to change, depressed n' stressed, till I lost myself

Black sweats were an everyday because my mentality on life was in the pits

That's all I knew, sun didn't shine, never in my eyes

I found my light in this music shit and did it all in black sweats

But this is truly just the beginning of what I can be

I can see light in the horizon finally