Disintegration

Don't be frightened

Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The shameless kiss of vanity
The soft and the black and the velvety
Up tight against the side of me
And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
And run in thickening streams of greed
As bit by bit
It starts the need
To just let go
My party piece

And now the end of my wonderful existence

Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The aching kiss before I feed
Stench of a love for a younger meat
And the sound that it makes
Cuts in deep
A holding up on bended knees
The addiction of duplicities
As bit by bit
It starts the need
To just let go
My party piece

But I never said I would stay to the end
So I leave you with babies
And hoping for frequency
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet
And stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness
Murmured in dreams
And we both us knew
How the ending would be

So it's all come back round to breaking apart again
Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
Making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again
Cut in deep to the heart of the bone again
Round and round and round
And it's coming apart again
Over and over and over

And now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
I'll pull out my heart
And I'll feed it to anyone
Crying for sympathy
Crocodiles cry
For the love of the crowd and the
Three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky
Through the glass of the roof
Through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye
Through the eye of the needle
It's easier for me
To get closer to heaven
Than ever feel whole again

I never said I would stay to the end
I knew I would leave you with babies and everything
Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
And stains on the carpet
And stains on the memory
And songs about happiness
Murmured in dreams
And we both of us knew
How the end always is
How the end always is

How the end always is
How the end always is
How the end always is
How the end always is
Always is
Always