Spirits High

I tried to keep my spirits high
So, I don't come down
Even though, I have to lie
To keep myself devout

It's hard to read between the lines, when everything starts to blur
And though I'm scared, I won't make it out
I feel promise in the hurt

'Cause, I believe, I believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But underneath, underneath
There's something there that's haunting me
I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad
My mind is slipping through the cracks
But I believe, I believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be

So, why do I start to panic
When I'm losing self-control?
And maybe, I'm just discouraged
And getting sick of trying to cope

So, how do I tell my friends
I feel better when I'm by myself?
And that I'm scared, but I'm over it
'Cause it never seems to help

'Cause I believe, I believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But underneath, underneath
There's something there that's haunting me
I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad
My mind is slipping through the cracks
But I believe, I believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be

Yeah, oh, yeah
Where I'm supposed to be
Yeah, oh, yeah

It's getting easy to pretend
When the lights go dark
And though, it never makes much sense
I believe it in my heart

I try to keep my spirits high
So, I don't come down
So, I don't come down

'Cause I believe, I believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But underneath, underneath
There's something there that's haunting me
I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad
My mind is slipping through the cracks
But I believe, I believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be