Southwards

The feelings I had for this place once unknown

Remain as feelings I fear, rather than a place to feel home

And while seasons keep dying I already stopped trying

To get emotions in line everytime your eyes hit mine

It's decisions I've made that caused both love and hate

For all that I am, for all that I am

For all that I'm not, for ways that I cut

For every feeling I choked and the promises I broke

But to live - not survive - it's just impossible

But to live - not survive - as a part of this place

Is only bearable while I'm away