Losing Myself

I'm lookin' for something that I lost a while back
I ain't tryin' to sound dramatic
But I've got no patience for what I can't get back
Listening to these people talkin', but I'm not talking
I'm just listening, just pretending that I'm here, that I'm not there
The ground's supporting me while my heart's breakin'

I go outside
I close the door
I put my jacket on
Because it's cold
It feels like I'm losing myself
And that's new to you

It feels like I'm losing myself
And that's new to you, to you

Lookin' at my bank account
And I'm feelin' lonely 'cause I got no money
And my TV's not workin'
I've got no patience, 'cause I don't speak German
And now I'm back home
And no one's calling
But I'm not picking up the phone

It feels like I'm losing myself
And that's new to you

It feels like I'm losing myself (is it for real)
And that's new to you, to you (is it for real)