What I Want (Demo)

[Verse 1: Sam Haft]

Quarter-to-two and I haven't got out of bed

Phone keeps buzzin', but I'm leavin' my messages unread

Sick in the head

Another day is another dread, feel half-dead

My mind is cloudy, my limbs are lead

A lack of serotonin control, a scar that sits on the soul

I'm havin' fits like opposites are dividing the whole

Takin' a toll

[Pre-Chorus: Sam Haft]

For me, that's just another day

And if you ask me how I'm doing

I will tell you that I'm okay

[Chorus: Yoav Landau]

Feelin' hazy and I'm losing my control

And I can't get out this hole, and my world is getting cold

And I want you, but I think you might hate me

I tell myself I'm not going crazy

But I don't know what to do, and I don't think I'll get through

If I end up losing you but I want to

Forgot I need your help, I'm not being myself at all

[Verse 2: Sam Haft]

Another call, it's a crisis and it's all up to me

And not a thanks for staying through all the instability

With no apology

I can't unlock a mеntal block that has no key

I'm grantin' wishes that are takеn for free

And for granted

You can't grow if no seed can be planted

Try to leave and deal with rants until my words are recanted

[Pre-Chorus: Sam Haft]

For me, I just gotta take it day-by-day

And if you ask me how I'm doing

I will tell you that I'm okay

[Chorus: Yoav Landau, Sam Haft & Yoav Landau]

Feelin' hazy and I'm losing my control

And I can't get out this hole, and my world is getting cold

And I want you, but I think you might hate me

I tell myself I'm not going crazy

But I don't know what to do, and I don't think I'll get through

If I end up losing you but I want to

Forgot I need your help, I'm not being myself at all

[Guitar Solo]

[Bridge: Sam Haft, Yoav Landau & Sam Haft]

I wanna sing and make songs

I wanna dance all day long

I wanna be a big part of a big corporation

I wanna sing and make songs

I wanna dance all day long and all the night

I wanna sing and make songs

I wanna dance all day long

I wanna be a big part of a big corporation

I wanna sing and make songs

I wanna dance all day long and all the night

Dance all day long and all the night

Dance all day long and all the night

Dance all day long and all the night

[Outro: Sam Haft & Yoav Landau]

I wanna be famous

And I want everyone to love me

Dance all day long and all the night

Dance all day long and all the night

I wanna be famous

And I want everyone to love me

Dance all day long and all the night

Dance all day long and all the night