Spotless

Turn on the TV
Act like you don't see me
Tell me everything is okay

My mother is a saint
And told me if I wait
Everything meant to be will stay

But I ain't a believer in people pleasin' either
Fucking telephones have ruined this place

Met a man in New York City
Told me humans ain't as pretty
As a perfect day
They'll chase for all their days

I ain't spotless, neither is you
For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through
If you want spotless, I'll always lose
I don't want love, lover I want the truth

People die a thousand times to get to who they are
We were praying to the heavens on a late train car

Your heart knows deeper seasons than my eyes ever will
I'm a self-destructive landslide, if you wanna be the hill

I ain't spotless, neither is you
For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through
If you wanna leave this, that's okay
Everything meant to be is bound to stay

Remember jumping in the pool when we was fully clothed in August
We were soakin' chokin' smokin' in my old shitty apartment

Then they cut off all the lights
'Cause the bills were never paid
We were stealing all the power from the neighbors on vacation

I ain't spotless, neither is you
For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through
If you want spotless, I'll always lose
You gave me a love, lover you gave me the truth

I was alone
You were betting on a loser, you were calling my bluff
Holding one-another is a never real love
You were right there with me

I can't stop this, neither can you
For once in my life, I'm bound to see it through
If want spotless, I'll always lose
You gave me a love, lover you gave me the truth