Blur

The sun looks so pretty here
Inside the room that I'm spinning in
If I talk it's like medicine
Then it turns into evidence

I guess i'd bet if i see you again
I guess i'd get excited
Don't care don't care
I lied I do
But I can't help need help to see you

I might make it wonderful for once
In my life but nothing's quite like it was
Surprised something inside me is a blur
Hindsight I should've lifted my eyes

The moon sits so pretty here
Inside the mess that I guess I built
If I say I'm not eloquent
It's only cuz I choose to forget

I guess I'd bet if i see you again
I guess I'd get excited
Don't care I don't care
Yeah I lied yeah I do
I need help I need help I need help

I might make it wonderful for once
In my life but nothing's quite like it was
Surprised something inside me is a blur
Hindsight I should've lifted my eyes

It's all one sided
When I'm excited
Suppose I mean it
I can't unsee it
I need to see you
Inside of my room
Talking to cables
Say I forgave you
I won't be misused
It's all that you do
Don't want to need you
Hate that I still do
Don't want to need you