Proper Dose

[Verse 1]

Highs and lows are how I flow

My favorite mirror's there

Wanna look at what I think I know

But all I do is stare

Too long

I defy the proper dose 'cause I'm alone and I don't care

And though that grass is greener it just don't even compare

At all, at all

[Chorus]

All this time I wanna give you back

I feel opaque and absentee

Am I just going through the motions

Or is this how I'll be?

Barely focused anymore

The haze is all that I can see

Red bottle, white cap

[Verse 2]

Slime in my stomach slowly turning

Staring at the grout in the tile

Dry is my heave and my head is burning

Think I'll be in here a while, I'm gone

And my cousin's age is turning

Growing into a man from a child

I wanna watch him play, wanna see him score

Wanna be around cause I need

To make him smile some more

[Chorus]

All this time I wanna give you back

I feel opaque and absentee

Am I just going through the motions

Or is this how I'll be?

Barely focused anymore

The haze is all that I can see

Red bottle, white cap

Red bottle, white cap