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The Suicide Machines
Revolution Spring
Awkward Always

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The Suicide Machines

Awkward Always

Release date: 27th March 2020

From Revolution SpringTrack 22:35

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"Awkward Always" is a single by The Suicide Machines, from the album Revolution Spring, released 27th March 2020. The track is 2:35 long. It's filed under Punk. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 1 article about The Suicide Machines.

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The Suicide Machines

Lyrics

Awkward Always

I'm having a hard time trying to communicate
I'm standing in a line feeling like I can't relate
When I was a boy my heart was full of dreams
I'm no different now than I was yesterday

On the outside looking in
I would have taken on the world back then
On the outside looking in
On the outside I never fit in

I miss the summer days that seem to last for years
We'd drink the night away till the sunrise was near
I wish I would have known all that I know now
I tried to change the world but I grew old somehow

Yeah I know I don't act my age
I got old but I still feel the same
Prayed on a band prayed on a van
I prayed for a way outta this place
I go back from time to time
I left back then and I know why
See if I didn't then I'd die
Some stayed and got old but my unstable heart shines like fucking gold

On the outside looking in
On the outside never fit in
On the outside looking in
On the outside I never fit in

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Track details

From Revolution Spring

2:352020Single

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Album

Revolution Spring

The Suicide Machines

27th March 2020

Track number

2

Release year

2020

1Bully in Blue
2:11
2Awkward Always
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3Babylon of Ours
2:35
4Flint Hostage Crisis
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