Disassociate

Watch me go and watch me go and
Sever everything here that I feel close to
I don't know why, I don't know why
I feel the disassociation

From you, I'm forsaken
Crowded room, I hate this
I don't feel surrounded
Poison dead without it

Now I've gotta take a breath
Tell myself there's love to give
Now I've gotta take a breath
Lack of shadow's caving in

It's caving in
Caving in
My lack of shadow
Is caving in

It's been about a season since I haven't needed you (haven't needed you)
It's been about a decade since I felt complete (felt complete)
Can you tell that I'm suffocating?
The pain inside me, it's activating

Activating

Now I've gotta take a breath
Tell myself there's love to give
Now I've gotta take a breath
Lack of shadow's caving in

It's caving in
Caving in
My lack of shadow
Is caving in

I can feel it caving in on me so close (on me so close)
Do you even feel me, feel me here?
Can you tell that it's activating?
Do you even feel me, feel me here?

Can you feel my
Can you feel my
Can you feel my
Disa-, disassociation?

Do you even feel me, feel me here?