Alice In Bummerland

My doctor told me
That I can't focus
I have trouble in the morning
Just getting up before
The little things, take energy
Weird lapses in my memory
I'm going down the rabbit hole again

I paint white roses, black for the thrill
I skip my meds, I don't need a pill 'cause
Where I'm going we're all pretty ill
Yeah, we're all mad down here

Alice in Bummerland
Drink too much at tea parties
Because I can
Eating any piece of cake
I get my hands on
Something's so wrong
Smiling like a Cheshire Cat
'Cause I don't want to deal with that

The Mad Hatter, got nothing on me
So it's off with my head, out of reality
I should be in bed with a nice cup of tea
And facing my demons of anxiety

I'm hiding the signs of my fragile condition
Tequila and lime in the back of the kitchen
Where's the fun, in a mood swing?
If you can't enjoy the high
And pretend, it's a good thing
'Til you're falling off the ride

Alice in Bummerland
Drink too much at tea parties
Because I can
Eating any piece of cake
I get my hands on
Something's so wrong
Smiling like a Cheshire Cat
'Cause I don't want to deal with that