(Ah-ah) woke up comin' out for air Cold sweat on my skin, I was unprepared Deep down, gettin' lost again But it's me and myself that I'm up against (Ah-ah) dark days that I've overcome Why does this time feel like it's only just begun? Downtown in the undertow Chasin' highs when I'm feelin' low (Mm) gotta let go, but I don't know how to let go (Mm) how am I supposed to do this? With my head underwater I can't take it much longer Head underwater I'm at war with the monster I'm strugglin' to catch my breath Get it off my chest, but if it don't kill me, then I'll get stronger Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) (Ah-ah) night comes and it's hard to sleep Like my mind is a million miles apart from me Can't count on the chemicals They don't work when I made them the antidote (Ah-ah) wild thoughts that I try to tame Keep me numb how they run like the blood inside my veins Uptown, I can see the light But it's dark on the other side (Mm) gotta let go, but I don't know how to let go (Mm) how am I supposed to do this? With my head underwater I can't take it much longer Head underwater I'm at war with the monster I'm strugglin' to catch my breath Get it off my chest, but if it don't kill me, then I'll get stronger Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) Holdin' on to hope I can make it out Prayin' that my lungs don't fail me now Holdin' on to hope I can make it out Prayin' that my lungs don't fail me now Holdin' on to hope I can make it out Prayin' that my lungs don't fail me now Holdin' on to hope I can make it out How am I supposed to do this? With my head underwater I can't take it much longer Head underwater I'm at war with the monster I'm strugglin' to catch my breath Get it off my chest, but if it don't kill me, then I'll get stronger Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater) Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)