A-yo Tommy True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue I tried to bite my tongue, I tried to bite my cum, I tried to bite it down And I hold it deep within like that shit when who's out Like, "Who's out of the closet?" She's not your typical cum deposit, used to daydream Used to think my mind's eye was really blue True blue, but it's brown, it's always been brown Used to cry about it, why was I so much like my father? Used to lie about it, bleach my hair and sigh about it Channeling my inner me on the outside, still looking like you How can I defend something I never read? How can I read you in your palms so sweaty? They slipped through my lips, ready to be ready to leave you But I held on because I needed proof, yes, I loved you But what I knew of love was something only my childhood could produce I didn't know love, I knew abuse, so your love felt good to me And even when I think about you, I don't feel lonely I don't want it back, but I believe you, I believe you, I believe what you knew And for that, I forgive you, I forgive you I forgive what you knew True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue And I hope you know if there is a moment in time I see you out I hope you look lighter, I hope you feel stronger If you fly, I'd wave you along, cheering my human brother You've come broken out of the shell like a snake Shedding the thick skin that only comes with some thick sin Some big wins and some chosen kin Batter me with your battery Kiss on me, we are all a branch I'll do the dance to get my chance To let you go to the point, if we meet again, I've never met you before And therefore we're just strangers in a perfect storm No longer connected, no longer unborn And if we meet then, I don't want you I just want you to know it's a beautiful thing that we went in and out of eclipsing True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, true, true, true And I always was true, true, true True blue, true, true, true And I always was true, true, true In the car back from Coachella You told me what I needed to know, then in my mind, we were a novella Something forbidden that bit me back in, I had PTSD, I had anxiety attacks I didn't know why when I saw her story Her shoes were on the corner of her lane Back, it's one of those stories Anyways, what really matters is that I shattered my perception to be close to you So now I know something forever that I'll never do When you're a little girl, they tell you, you're in a little world They spy you into a little world But I'm not that little, I'm not that little, I'm not that little