Trashfire

(Fuck)
Hands pressed to your thighs as if you could protect them
From the thoughts that you've had that conspire against them
Even though you need them to get by
Last chance to be a kid with a cereal box
Had a dream in your head, but you woke up and lost it
And you only get a few more candles before you're too old
To try again, to be a wreck
To get the sympathy of friends
Who see that you're not there yet
But they say that you'll get there and then
All of a sudden you're a bad liar
'Cause you said that it would get better
But all of a sudden, it's a trashfire
And you can't put it out, can't put it out
All of a sudden, you're a hostage
To things you thought you wanted
All of a sudden, you're a hot mess
And you can't sweat it out, can't sweat it out
Ah-ooh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
Gets tough being young, but you do it for kicks
Kinda hate how it tastes, but you eat it with chopsticks
Existentialist, you wanna know what all of this is
Four more months, it's just a season
Cut your loss, you'll start to think that
Things you have are things you'll lose
It's normal but it's not the truth
And all of a sudden, you're a bad liar
'Cause you said that it will get better
But all of a sudden, it's a trashfire
And you can't put it out, can't put it out
All of a sudden, you're a hostage
To things you thought you wanted
All of a sudden, you're a hot mess
And you can't sweat it out, can't sweat it out
Ah-ooh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
And ah-ooh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
And all of a sudden, you're a bad liar
All of a sudden, you're a trashfire
But if anybody treats you like a hazard
You're the one with your thumb on the lighter