What Hurts the Most

It's a feeling outside of common sense
Like I'm bleeding without the evidence
It's a reason to unpick these stitches
To call again and ask you how you've been

We lie, we cheat, we steal what we need
To be the ones we're supposed to be
But there's just something about you
That I can't help but value

What would you think if you saw me now?
Don't feel like I've changed 'til I think about
When we were brothers
When we had it all figured out

Where do you hide those years with me?
Or did you kill me off completely?
When we were brothers
When we had it all figured out

It's a picture (picture) from your brother's wedding day
A reminder (reminder) that good will find a way
It's your children (children) that I know I'll never meet
But what hurts the most is that makes sense to me

And I'm still haunted with how you lied so casually
To think that I believed you hurts like hell
You make me fucking hate myself
But that's what you wanted
You shed your skin so easily
My sheets were barely cold when you slid in
And you still wonder where I've been

What would you think if you saw me now?
Don't feel like I've changed 'til I think about
When we were brothers
When we had it all figured out

Where do you hide those years with me?
Or did you kill me off completely?
When we were brothers
When we had it all figured out

We lie, we cheat, we steal what we need
To be the ones we're supposed to be
But there's just something about you
That I can't help but value

What would you think if you saw me now?
Don't feel like I've changed 'til I think about
When we were brothers
When we had it all figured out

Where do you hide those years with me?
Or did you kill me off completely?
When we were brothers
When we had it all figured out