Survivor's Guilt

This is survivor's guilt
Seven years I'm eight down in '23
I would have gone with them if it was up to me
A sand empire is what I've built
Now I'm stuck here with survivor's guilt

We used to cut lines together
So we'd have a story to tell
It's not like I did any better
Just dodged a bullet from hell

I'm not sleepin', they're all leavin'
I'm still bleedin', I'm still screamin'

Guilt, guilt, guilt tied around your neck
Covered up so you won't forget
That you wasted the best of your days
It was all just for nothing
Guilt, guilt, guilt, yeah, you're on your own
A rent-free nightmare in your bones
Beautiful people are taken
Open your eyes, we remember our own

Two fingers pressed against my neck
I wish I could just trust my friends
Instead, I'm such a wasted space, my God it never ends
It's too damn bad

I can't get enough blood on my hands
Think I made it up, I'm going mad
Another empire that I built
I guess this is survivor's

Guilt, guilt, guilt tied around your neck
Covered up so you won't forget
That you wasted the best of your days
It was all just for nothing
Guilt, guilt, guilt, yeah, you're on your own
A rent-free nightmare in your bones
Beautiful people are taken
Open your eyes, we remember our own

We got it all but we're stuck in the trenches
Cryin' for help but it's just two feet deep
Losin' limbs might be part of the process
What happens next is a choice that ain't cheap
When we all go extinct, don't remember our names
'Cause we closed our eyes, let life pass us by
We carry the blame
Carry the blame

Guilt, guilt tied around your neck
Was it all just for nothing?
Was it all just for nothing?
Guilt, guilt tied around your neck
Was it all just for nothing?
It was all just for nothing