My Pain

[Intro]

(Kap, your name's on the beat)

[Verse]

Have you ever came face-to-face staring down the devil?

Havin' conversations daily 'cause I was goin' against myself

Niggas said I wouldn't make it, had to prove 'em wrong

I had life and 10, but somehow I made it home

Look at God, clap for me, I done beat the odds

I got my mama sheddin' tears, she's sayin' thank you Lord

Heart racin', speedin' up

When I heard my brother on the radio

I ran it inside, but the outside I'm cool though

People ask me daily, "Unfoonk, what's goin' through your mind?"

Unbalanced with the time, but somehow I'm doin' fine

I'm tryna stick a move, just like they do in boxing

So how my calls droppin'? I feel like they watchin'

My lawyer asked me, get in touch with my co-defendant

I'm thinkin' in my head like this nigga really trippin'

He don't understand that the pain that he caused to my family

I'm tryna move happily, but I can't patch up the damage

My first love died when I was boxed in

A nigga stole the car, went head on, the shit within

I can't keep my pain buried, fuck a cemetery

I'ma give you a real life story, fuck a fairy tale

My bitch cheated on me, went behind me, fucked the opp

I'm havin' bitches different nights, tryna ease the heart

They say love bring pain, pain's a gift from God

But somehow I'm still runnin', I just play my cards

My nephew hard as hell, tell lil' bro stop playin' around

Bro, you can make it very far, just let 'em hear your sound

You got a voice, nigga, show these folks that you can use it

Just let the street go 'cause they takin' and I'ma fuckin' lose it

The other day, me and slime was just talkin'

Had a whole conversation, on that brother-brother shit

Catchin' up on shit lately

Then he got serious, said, "Bruh, don't you go back"

"'Cause if you do, you gon' hurt the family, can't take that"

I tried to give my bro advice, told him move swift

See there's some hustlers out this world, gotta fool gift

Me and G5 got a bond can't nobody break

When the bullshit crack up, he gon' move me out the way

[Outro: Unfoonk & Unknown]

Ayy big bro

Yeah, what's up?

I was in that motherfuckin' speakin' 'bout knowledge, right?

Like, how a niggas was growin' up

How y'all niggas had me, like, on track, like

Bro, you gotta get some money

But nowadays these lil' niggas ain't even tryna do that, bro

So you see what I told you that morning

Y'all niggas gotta get out, remember what I was tryna tell you, bruh?

Once you get to a certain level in life, bro

Like, the money's gettin' good, you can't hang around no nigga that ain't got that same mind, mindset

I already know and I'm like 'Shit, bruh"

And I love gettin' calls from my big brother

Same nigga who I grew, grew up lookin' up to

"So you doin' what you supposed to be doin', stay focused, lil' nigga," you feel me?

'Cause you know when you first came home, niggas was tryna get you to go to the studio

You really wasn't seein', now you seein' the bigger picture

Yeah

Ayy, this shit changed my life, I'm saying my kids, kids, kids like, you know what I'm sayin'?

I already know, that shit crazy