Sister

I found myself, the only girl in town
The only one who's willin' to take you in
There's ash in the air, rainin' money everywhere
You take my keys and we go for a spin

I tell my boyfriend, "Nothin' in the world can make me feel okay"
Every time I drink, I have too much too fast
Tonight I booked a hotel room a hundred miles away from everything
Had a fear, I might have sent him to the past, yeah

Tonight I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waitin' for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club

I tell my boyfriend, "Nothin' in the world can make me feel alive"
Every time I drink, I have too much too fast
Last night I had a dream you left me half asleep and drunk behind the wheel
On the way back home, I miss the turn and crash, yeah

Tonight, I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waitin' for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club (yeah)

The wings that let me fly don't seem to work
The things that bring me joy drive me to tears
The things that made my world can't be reversed
The day I'm out of work and out of peers, yeah

Tonight, I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
I'm waitin' for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club

I tell my boyfriend, "Nothin' in the world can bring me back to life"
I'd do anything to feel it for the first time
And I feel like the angels pulled a joke on me, they laugh and turn their backs
They leave the club and set the place on fire
I couldn't make it out there fast enough
The girls, they tell me I'm all out of love